Tema: Now what?

Sometimes the time is not on my side,
sometimes it’s just the will of god,
Can I wait enough to see the change?
Can I still have that old and small chance?

I haven’t see you in a really long while,
i am not even the half of what I was,
i’m very afraid of my new myself,
i don’t know where my mind was left.

A huge cloud of doubts has invaded me,
and more sounds of warnings are in my head.
Why I can’t be just free?
Why I can’t ever see?

I don’t know why even make this questions,
i’m alone in the middle of the nowhere.
I just want to have you with me in here…
I… I just wanted you to protect me from my own sins.

I’ve been screaming until I can’t feel my own mouth,
but nothing seems to be working so I better just shut.
Thinking if there is really something in this world,
but I can’t hear a single whisper or even just a word.

Still in here, still alive,
God is not here, will I survive?
This can’t be worse, it really can’t.
Now what?