No harsh at all. I mean..I sort of knew your answer. And to be honest, I perhaps knew the answer too...but..I just needed someone to tell me the truth. Am i stupid? maybe. I'm not saying that I'm too much or the world is not enough for me, but I guess everytime I try to feel like I'm doing things right, I failed. It doesnt matter know, I know how things are and I know what's "behind the rainbow", and nothing and no one can stop me. I loved and I lost, I tried to change something but I couldn't. And that's ok, life is pretty mess up..and I guess it's on purpose. I'm still me and I'm strong. Maybe one of these days, something may approach and surprise me, and also...it may not. But it's fine, I AM FINE. Not gonna try to change things the way they are. I guess I just have to live with them. I can not thank you enough for your inspirational and sensible comments. And I know that the world is messed up..but I know that you are one special guy that I can count on. There is no rainbow between us, this is who we are. thank you, thank you, love you.
About your question at the poem: You can love a person with all your heart, but that doesn't mean the person will change, and of course, you can live your life loving him and waiting for a change, but still... if the person doesn't wanna change he just won't. It is a fair question that you asked, but in the same way I'm forced to respond with facts: Love is not something single-sided. You say "what if i care so much for him" it's ok, but on the other hand... what guaranty you have about him loving you that mucho for to change the ay you nade and start being fair by giving back what you give? Love is important my dear, but you know what's more important in life? YOU, which means "your own self being" you can't live by putting aside your happines just because a blind guy isn't capable of recognize your worth and love. There are a hundred thousend people on earth, find someone who truly apreciates you and be happy, that's the best advice i can give. Pemby... sorry if i've been harsh with the answer, but believe me, i lived waiting for someone to see me the way i saw her, but in the end... i was just avoiding the truth behind the rainbow. Love you.
you better stop complaining at my comments. AND...you better start having faith on yourself. Faith, huh?...weird word. You are truly a great writer, everything you do is wonderful. love u love u love u.
Bloody hell! I collided with millions of stars!!!! I'm over the moon! Your post was the cutest and to be honest...the most charming thing that anyone has said to me yesterday. I'll never go, believe me. I might be absent for some time...but I'll always be here. And yes..I'm eating properly LOL! and I'm fine. Taking life's juice whenever I can, being quite optimistic lately..but yes..still filled with doubts about this weird and complicated world. Anyway...no one is hurting me..in fact...If I feel bad, it will be because of me. I'll be the one who perhaps hurt myself. But that's ok, I mean...Now I'M OKAY :D I can't find enough words to describe how amazing and how important you are to me. As a person, as a friend and everything else you represent. I love you too. This is a place where I can run away from the shallow world out there, and it is so good for me to find you and to have you. I hope you had a wonderful valentine's...and..I don't know if you are still with your girlfriend or whatever, but I wish you all the happiness!!...red hot and pretty lips? how did you guess?!! ;) And me being with other guy, does not mean that I don't have a special place for one of my darkest and charming mates. Love u to pieces. Pemberley
Where's my girl? ¬¬don't tell me she's with her lover, because i don't like to share XD Whats up pemb? is everything alright with you? how have you been? are you eating properly? (i won't ask for a guy since i don't want to become jealous) Nah, i hope you're ok, and if not, well... tellmo who hurts you and i'll take him down for just a kiss... althoug... it's valantine's , so i'll make it for free... no, wait, what a bad business if i make it free on lovers day... ¬¬ i'll have you kiss me anyway or i just will stole them (the kisses) from your red hot and pretty lips XD. Seriously, i wish you a happy valentines day (or valentine's or love and friendship day... you know which day i mean ¬¬) I'm glad to have you as a friend and i have to tell you, this goes beyond the single words and poems i use te read, it reaches reality, and so, you are truly someone in my life. I like you and love you... a little bit twisty, i know, but be sure i'll never let go our hands even in the dstance (and with another guy ¬¬ (XD)) Kisses and hugs my dear eatable friend. ;)
You are such a cutie. A very dark dark cutie! Congratulations to you!! Thanks for appearing again. love u
So... we're not as lost as we thought, are we? XD Hey pemb!!! halo... or was it halo? stupid video games ¬¬ Is it that surprising to fnd me with a girl? cm'on i was with a girl some months ago...almost a year... ok, forget it :s the fact is that i... what was the fact? O.o ok... let's leave it as if i just passed to say hola or something less confusing for my aparently so tired memory. You know i love you? or was it "like you"? oh! what the hell... which ever it is it would be also taken as correct since both would be the truth. Hugs and kisses and whatever i could possibly forgot to add...
Pero que locura lo que me he enterado! Mi pequeño Redwing con una girl???..That is awesome news.....pero...keep writing...I'll kick her ass if you stop doing it. Kidding!! Muy feliz por ti. Siento mucho lo del trabajo, pero siempre llegan cosas buenas en la vida. love u. Pemb
Gosh! You are without a doubt gone!! And I truly miss you! where are you? I just wanted to tell you that I would like at least to read sth about you! I wanted to wish you (a bit early, I know) a happy new year darling, you deserve it!
Wheeeeeere are you cutieeeeeeee? I've been missing you soooo much! :( please come back.
