Too late to look back...

There’s no turning back for me,
There’s no looking my past behind my back,
Now it’s time to move on and take control of my own destiny
But you still hurt me.

There’s someone new in my life,
Someone that makes my days shine,
Someone that can take a smile from me and make my worst day turn into a dream,
But you still hurt me

I’m with someone new,
Giving destiny a chance to show me happiness,
Leting my heart feel hope once again,
Hoping I won’t fall trying to reach my dreams,
But you still hurt me

You hurt me and this pain I’m feeling is killing me,
Going trough my lungs,
Diggin deeper and deeper into my heart,
Making me wish I was really insane so I could pretend none of this is happening,
And all this is happening because I can’t ignore the cry of my heart,
That it’s crying out loud cause you’re the one I truly love...

And I’ve tried to hate you,
I’ve tried with all my heart and mind,
I’ve tried so hard I almost go insane trying to,
But I can’t hate you...
--And it hurts---

I can’t hate you because once I loved you,
I can’t hate you because once you were the reason I got up all days,
I can’t hate you because once you were the one that made my days happy,
I just can’t hate you...

But now is too late,
Now there’s no chance for us,
Now our story is dead,
And we are no longer a couple,
Please let me go, let my love rest in peace,
Let my mind be free of your memory,
Let my heart feel in peace one more time...
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Very, very heartfelt. The conflict of emotions expressed so tearfully. Oh the agony of change and giving up the past! Like the lines of a song "When your dreaming with a broken heart, the hardest part is giving up" John Mayer. May you find the peace you are searching for and continue to write such feeling poems.