my heaven my hell

I was sunk into a deep pain
a vacuum unclean
I was alone in this world

My life was a mess
a lost time
crying for more responses was not
I felt so sorry for myself

not achieved what I wanted
I always do my fruitless
sometimes there is no God asked me
I go mourn, wallowing in the dust and I do not extend your hand
Where is this God everyone is talking about
this response was not to be

I no longer know what to do, was about to go crazy
gave me the hours until dawn
I just wanted to die
I wondered where God
God exists
I wanted to curse, just wanted to die
if there is a hell or heaven I did not ... my life was hell

having emptied the mind is hell
have destroyed the heart is hell
be devoid of love is hell
be full of friends but not when you need them is hell
this was my hell

I just wanted to be loved by her
I lived waiting for her
the love of my life
never came, never understood why not come
looked at them with his love
and I hope even
where God was

opening my heart, listen to God is always within you
God is the air that makes you breathe, God is the light of dawn
and the beacon of the moon at dusk
God is the water you drink
God is the blanket blanket you
It is God who saves your life
God is watching your embryo at birth and who receives your soul at death
I understand that if God exists, he is not far away from you sky
he lives inside of you always

I realized that my life was destroyed because of my own way of thinking, acting
and that until I change these things, God would never act
God makes us strong in the pain
when no longer seems
is there waiting to hear the
I act, change, change is the key does not follow the same course that has destroyed your life

God creates strong, God prepares weak, God wants strong
God raises drooping, GOD, GOD, GOD can do anything
is in you in you, believe that tomorrow you will change your life in the blink of an eye
God is real, God is love
do not need religion, you do not need a song, it goes without a prayer
all that is needed is a change in my life ... your life.

 

Hola.
Una hermosa poesía que nos habla de la desesperanza y finalmente vuelve a retomar la ruta de la esperanza.
muchas veces culpamos a Dios de tal o cual situación por la que estamos atravezando, sin embargo no buscamos la culpa cuando los momentos de alegría y satisfacción tocan a nuestra puerta. Dios en un lenguaje universal es amor, simplemente amor....la confianza en ese amor devuelve la fé y la esperanza.
bellisimo leerte, te sugeriría postear esta poesía en español para que muchos más se deleiten en tus versos.
Afectuosamente
Ana