So

So, here I am, ending with mi life,sick of all your lies,
gathering with the flies, kissing everyone who dies.
So, here I am, laying and dying;
crying at night, praying for one last chance.
But, where are you?
Are you hidding and laughing, staring at my eyes?
Between the trees of the dead’s forest and the moons bright?
I can’t take this anymore. Do i deserve your love?
Why always I find myself alone? I don’t know,
I know nothing except that I cant stop feeling this pain.
I can’t make my bleeding stop.
And the sound of your voice make me feel worse.
And all this voices in my head,
they’re so enoying and you will never understand.
And nobody will bring me help. This is a living hell.
Nobody cares.
I don’t know what i need, except for one thing.
The problem is that i cant have it.
So, you’re gone, leaving me alone, despising my love.
So. Here I am againg, with my heart in my hand, with a big bloodstaind.
Here I am, trying to forget. Trying to survivrying not to di.
Can you feel me? Can you see me? Can you hear me,
can yo remember me? Are you trying to kill me?I think so.
The moon will heal me, the night will free me.
My mistake was letting you know what i feel for you.
I wish I could go back in time and never tell you about it.
I guess it’s to late. So, here I am, suffering one more time,
trying to live with another hole in my heart, with another lost battle.
So, here I am, finally dying far away from you. That’s life​

 

Amazin poem. Nice to read u. Kisses and happy new year