Alone

Another day is dying
and here I am, all by myself
My blurry memories can't warm me in this cold nights
My arms miss having someone to hold
My empty chest keep dreaming of a life
That I know now, it will never come.

This silence sorrounds me as infinite walls
This room is too big and keep growing far
Sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh
But always alone, I'm always alone

And no one knows how I feel
and I know they don't care so I never talk
This heart has shut himself inside this walls
The same heart that dreamed, and cried and laughed.

Even I feel sorry about myself
at the same time I can't help but only smile
Because of this comedy, this divine tragedy
Life seems so pointless that I don't know where I stand.

I called all of my friends
But no one answer anymore
After all this time I haven't learn to live like this
Don't want to get in my car alone to go anywhere
I am a ghost to everyone

I am the girl that sits next to you
but you barely remember what is her like
I am the one smiling with the sadly eyes
those dark sad eyes, you will never see again in your life.

 

Sounds like this poem pleads for a hug. So full of sadness and disappointment.

It hurts when no one is listening, but every reader of this poem has heard what you had to say.

Keep writing, we are listening.