Blast phemy

It's not the emptiness this nave conveys today;
it's not how cold the red cedar seems to feel
when I lie down.
I know I can't complain before a piece of plaster
nor before the sun who makes a wound
through the stained-glass window.

So I look upwards in pursuit of your breeze;
and all I see is a mirror depicting the pelican
that feeds the creature to the bleeding
of her own chest.

Charity.
A virtue I happen not to deserve...

Where are you now?
Is the question I send [SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]somewhere [/COLOR][/SIZE]
[COLOR=#5a5a5a]all along the nerves,[/COLOR]
[SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]and in the keystone of the vault [/COLOR][/SIZE][FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]I find you;[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]but your wings don't bless me anymore.[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]
Then I pray my first five miracles[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]and go to the second ones:[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]Pleasant; Painful...[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]Shall I get the Glory after that?[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]For a hundred of beads are not enough [FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]to win[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][/font][/SIZE][FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]the drop of sweat refreshing me[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]in my own private hell;[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]and the room left behind you
withered the three white petals[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]giving a green palm to my hands [/COLOR][/SIZE][FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]instead.[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]In the absence of your voice[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]I take the Grail and shed my pearls,[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]whilst the anger goes higher[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]my tear-proof crystals break out:[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]-Who needs you?!
(anyway)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]And His irony becomes a whisper[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]-almost a sigh-[/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]by turning into echoes that respond [/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]the same words we once recorded [/COLOR][/SIZE]
[FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a]on the wood of this damn crappy [/COLOR][/SIZE][SIZE=2][COLOR=#5a5a5a][FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode]altarpiece:[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][/font][/SIZE][FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode]

[COLOR=#5a5a5a][FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode]...I do.[/FONT][/COLOR][FONT=Lucida Sans Unicode][/font][/font][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/font][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT][/FONT]