Have you ever...

Have you ever felt so betrayed
that you literally pictured the pieces of your broken heart
lying on the floor as one by one they fell shaterring into tiny little pieces
impossible to put back together?

Have you ever felt so alone that death seemed like your one and only friend?

How many times have you cried yourself to sleep,
wondering if your tears would ever end?
Probably never.

Will I ever recover from this pain?
Maybe. Maybe not.

There is a cold, dark, empty space
where my heart used to be
befor you swooped into my life
saying all the words a broken heart wants to hear.

You brought with you the promise of a new love
and gave me the one thing I lacked most...Hope.

Did it ever ocurred to you that false words
to a lonely heart are like promised salvation
to a doomed soul?

Did you ever thought that silence
after so many empty promised are as much a killer as any disease?

Why all the silence?

Your silence has turned my nights into days
and my days into never ending torture.

Have you ever been so in love and so hurt
that you tried to erase every word you ever heard?
Forget every empty promised you were told,
only to realize that afterwards you are but an empty shell?

That, my love is what you did to me...
I gave you my heart and never got it back,
I stretched my hand to reach yours through the distance
only to have it close into nothingness...

Have you ever, truly been so sad that nothing matters
because you yourself don't matter anymore?

Have you...?