I dont' know

How many times
do I have to repeat myself
that I have to try a little bit harder?
That my life is not as meaningless
as it seemed to be.
When will I start
to beleive in love again
an let my feelings drive my heart
instead of my head.
Oh! I don't know
how to reach the peace.
Why do you still behind me?
even if I've tried to push you away,
after all my attempts
to get you close to me,
it's so ironic!
When will I
leave my past behind
so I can enjoy my present
and plan
my future with you,
my hope.
Oh! I don't know
I wish I do.
And I ask to myself
if you would be there
when I finally understand
that everything happens
because it has to happen
wether it is good or bad.
Oh! I don't know
why am I feeling this way about you?
why does this things run trough my head?
Why do I feel this butterflies in my stomach?
when will these feelings leave my heart?
why does it all come to me right now?
why do I feel like I love you?
I just don't know

 

Oh the battle between heart and mind. A subject that gets more and more complicated with every turn. Have we not all been there before, not knowing which one to listen to? I know I have. I say, let the mind win. The poem is very well expressed. Thanks for posting it. You know I enjoyed it!

"The heart is more treacherous than anything else and is desperate. Who can know it?" - Jeremiah 17:9