Soulless and painless

I will push a knife against my eyes
just to overcome the rage
and without mercy
i will end this pain

I will cross the path of totality
holding the hand of Azrael
and with blood and tears
I will write the memories of my death

I am the darkness in your eyes
and the jester in your soul
i will give you wrath
and fix your soul

you are my lust
and i am your greed
you make me sad
because my heart cannot be filled

you are the only wish
i had in my life,
now you are dead
but still alive

you are my hope,
which is gone long ago,
but i am still dreaming
about filling my heart's void

i am still here
waiting for you to come
i will not leave without your presence
heaven is nothing without your love