The Doll (Feel it on me)

Have you ever experienced that feeling?
Have you ever wanted to die?
Have you ever wanted to progress?
Feel it on me, now, feel it on me.
I was created for you, I was created by you.

You are able to touch me, and do whatever you want.
You are moving me, I've got no control.

Feel it on me, feel the love, feel the hate, feel the despair.
Feel everything you like, try to make me alive, try to give me a purpose on life.

I'm a doll, I have to entretain, I was made for you, I am not less.
Feel it on me, feel my forced smile, feel my desire to play, but I will always lie.

You will always be happy with me, because you are my boss.
But deeply I know, that without me, you'll be lost.

[COLOR=purple]Feel it on me, feel your happiness, not mine. Keep playing, keep the love.[/COLOR]
[FONT=Book Antiqua][COLOR=purple]I was made for you, I was made by you. [/COLOR]
[FONT=Book Antiqua][COLOR=purple]I can't decide, I won't. I need to keep playing this lie, this is how I keep myself alive.[/COLOR]
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[FONT=Book Antiqua][COLOR=purple]How ironic this could be, how ironic this game of life could be, [/COLOR]
[FONT=Book Antiqua][COLOR=purple]If I turn up deciding that I want to be broken, and you couldn't fix me up.[/COLOR]
[FONT=Book Antiqua][COLOR=purple]You'll find yourself a new toy, and I'll die.[/COLOR]
[FONT=Book Antiqua][COLOR=purple]So feel it on me, feel all you can. [/COLOR]
[FONT=Book Antiqua][COLOR=purple]Enjoy me, feel it while you can.[/COLOR]
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A doll... You know? That poem reminds me of so much people I met, they had the same feeling as you but... I just can't understand the reason. I mean, if you are not happy with a person and you must lie... wouldn't it be better to go away from that one and try to find someone who truly could make you happy? mmm... i understand your words, I can imagine your feelings, but i i can't understand the reason why you keep on playing the doll...

There's a lot of people in the world, i hope someday you'llfind someone who truly deserves you.

Hugs for you pemby.

 

Hiiiiiiii redddd, It's been a while, I KNOW!, well, here comes my answer to your comment:
luckily, I agree with you, first of all, life is a show. However, it is no good for ourselves to be somebody's puppet. We have to play our own part. BUT, there are people who can't think like you or me, and need to be stuck in many and different occasions. they are afraid, they are hurting themselves to feel alive. Pain is what makes them true, and there's no escape for them. Maybe it's because of the fear of finding someone worse? I honestly don't know. In my case, I would have run away long ago. I belive you would have to, but.....there are people who can't. This is why I made this. OK, PRETTY BORING, HUH?. KISSES KISSES KISSES.
PEMB WINTER.