I understand

It was never about fighting the world to keep me
It would have been a fight with yourself
I guess I always knew
I was just never first
I wasn’t a priority
And now i understand
That’s okay
I was never going to make you love me right
And nobody can blame me for trying everything so hard
I haven’t stop crying every once in a while
I still miss you, I remember that Sunday I waited for you to arrive
You remind me of my younger self
In another life we could have been just friends
But in this one we always seem to want a bed
So keep finding whatever makes you happy and stay safe
I will always keep you in my prayers