I’m thinking about my birthday and the sunset. Birthdays are nonsense because I never wish to remember that I’m getting old or becoming an old fart. I came to think of birthdays as a weird and exhausting time or as something you carry and enjoy for a short while and later just don’t give a shit. Oh but I love cake, las mañanitas, a nice and wild fuck, gift cards and my morning woody. I have never asked for any wishes but If could or if I ever die it will be nice to celebrate my birthday and my non existence in the same day. That will be something…. Fidel Guerra, Oregon, Feb 22, 2021.