In weeping prayers, I long for death

If i could not hold you anymore.

Nothing would worth enough

To keep holding me back in this world.

So far from your warmth.

The place where i want to be

So, take me!, here, there is nothing more for me.

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Crossing my tears out in a calendar

Heartbeats fade as a memory in the snow

Can't no longer see how my heart sunders

I just implore to be free from this endless throe

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I tear this flesh of morbid penuries

With the crystals of broken memories

Fragments from a black-hearted past

Fragile as leaves in an autumn dawn

But unfathomable, they last in mind

In the blood shedded over the waters of oblivion

The light, in our eyes cannot longer see, will shine

I’ll drown the sorrow of an agonizing soul

While in weeping prayers. I long for death

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If i could not hold you anymore

Breaking the mirrors i bear within

Unleash me from the shadows of weeping and gloom

To not to be, to let me drag

Here, There is nothing more for me

... Without you

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I close one more time, the last

This eyes, swollen by the pain

Which I was incapable to suppress

Unwavering, my breaths are oppressed

When I fall into the void

Relieved, I squirm on woe

When my deedless hands turn grey

And the light in my eyes fades

While in weeping prayers, I long for death

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Silently, this rotten ropes tighten

Burying me under the layers of my fears

While my vein are drying out

Staining the dew’s field scarlet

While the wing wafts my forsaken crypt

A poisoned whisper that silence the screams

While I unearth the serenity from the misey

While in weeping farewells, I hope for death

While in weeping prayers, I long for death


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